A new found peace and frame of mind.

I don't know when it happened but I am much more at ease with things in my life. I am not worrying nearly as much. I am not focusing on the negative things that happen. I have learned to let things go and move forward, without holding onto hurt feelings. Without reading too much into a conversation. I don't know when it happened but I am definetly liking this change in my life. I have had plenty to be stressed out about lately. I have had lots of bad things happen that I could have easily focused on. I think it has to do with my prayer life, my ability to share my feelings, thoughts, concerns and wishes with God and give him my worry and fear and let him deal with it all. I have this peace that things will happen for us when the timing is right. I had a dream the other day that I had a baby, it was a girl. I can still remember how much she weighed in my dream. I still remember what we named her. I woke up feeling optimistic... not sad, depressed, etc. I am happy that my brother is healing well after the reattachment of his fingers, he is doing better than the dr's anticipated. I thank God for his quick recovery. I am hopeful that the loss of my husbands job is going to open another door that wouldn't have been open had he not lost his job. He is excited about the job he has an interview for on Monday. WE are praying that God's will be done. I could be anxious, nervous, upset about these trials going on in our life but instead I am choosing to use this time to lean on God and trust that he will see us through these difficult times. I am so thankful that I have him in my life, I can't imagine what turmoil my life would be in without him to help me see the positives in every situation. I am so happy to be in this new place where things are always put into proper perspective. We have to stop making mountains out of molehills and learn to appreciate what things we do have today!